Sunday, October 25, 2009

enjoying myself now in a still moment after almost eveyday i have to rush this and that in work..

Do i enjoy my work ?
At the moment ok la.. but it can be better when theres more chefs around in the kitchen.. certainly.. i am improving as a team player inside the kitchen now..

Whats the most enjoyable moment in the kitchen ?
I saw lee's butt crack and squeeze water to his hole ! 2-0 now !! haha

whos the ass in the kitchen ?
currently no one.. it used to be Rahman .. but things get better and we work close after a good talk ! Rahman is the man now ! :-)

How do u find my Boss ?
Michael is a helpful and understanding boss .. when u need help, he will be glad to help, just recently, a staff got into an accident and need some money to cover some expenses, boss help him with it.. the only thing i would say is.. if he get angry.. be sure to get his wrath and shit ... anyway..i enjoy eating supper with him at geylang.. lol

i miss alot of ppl at this stage.. felt those memories will never be able to come back again.. aybe the word should be.. hard to happen not never.. my goal right now is to be a better chef in the kitchen and work faster and analytical .. i love to see new people coming in to the restaurant for i love to see how they work and what i can learn from them.. but of coz not that french laundry guy... u ass ! thanks Lee for playing the song in remembrance of him yesterday ! haha
moving house today !! Thanks donald for hosting and allowing me to stay :-) now i be moving to a place i believe is consider very far !!!!!!! SIGLAP !! my godz.. but i think i will enjoy my time there with Lee ... i will be crapping with him in our off days and bringing him to church... :-)

i have said a total of 77 times of F' word in the kitchen this week.. God Pls forgive me !
and my baby is having a rare haircut.. but i think is nice .. right Pris ? haha

Ciaoz ~

Sunday, September 27, 2009

It has been a long long time since i last blog down here ! manz...life's been challenging esp at work ~ is never easy to please my sous chef at work ! becoz the standard is that damn high ! God.. i want to persevere through !!! thanks for the encouragement sent by joel ! Joe.. u are a great lad and the book was fantastic, humble pie ! i didnt know gordon ramsay walk out of kitchen twicein his career ! by the way.. i almost wlak out of kitchen once ! but by grace i pull it through !!! is really shit ! this 53 kitchen is the commando kitchen in singapore !!! :-) eveybody is leaving.. but i waill stay put and see how long i can last !!! PULL IT THROUGH boy!!!!

I really miss my dear close buddies ! we haven really meet up for drinks and chill.. as time pass by, i also learn to forgive and forget.. i want to restore back the old friendship that we once shared.. ? ppl like Sam gan.. that asshole , which many will agree... lol .. ur damn birthday is coming up..maybe i shld initiate the celebration with ur wonderful ex poly wrestling, loving brothers, jabronis !!!! ;-)

lennon is 26 .. but he acts like 17.. haha.. isnt that great ! i want to say i am young !!!! yea ~~ thank God for donald allowing me to stay put at ur place.. if not for him.. i may be slping at henderson wave or hotel 81 ~ lol
Lord, i want to see the Cg grow as one ! Really that serious!!! as i said i believe that we can be the most dynamic, powerful $CG!!! but as i say it .. prob i need to input something too... will i be able to bring back that ' special touch ' to the CG ? like what i did before ? well.. time tells ~ persevere Jiayan ! i be behind u ~
at this stage of life.. esp with work... it helps me to grow stronger mentally .. i felt stronger than before... but sadly.. i have that ' unbreakable pride ' growing in me.. i will never say cannot.. i will do it at all cost if i want ~ but i know it will dent something in the future.. i dunno whats that.. so... pls keep me in check, someone who loves and open enough to confront me ~

This is dedicated to June.. someone i dun really know personally.. but i did give her some ' shit' before through conversation in the past.. realise she got some illness.. june ! pls keep ur faith in God strong ! just like hezekiah who believes and pray to the lord for mercy ! and he is healed ! God will not ignore ur cry ! 2 kings 20 :2 Remember olord how i walk faithfully and with whole hearted devotion and have done what is good in your eyes, and hezekiah wept bitterly..... Lord repliedi have heard ur prayers and seen ur tears and i WILL HEAL YOU ! i will add 15 moe years to ur life !
i hope this encourage u ! i willpray for u and keep this healing gift in good use ! have faith pls and Lets see what the Lord will do in the coming days ! ;-)
actually i almost stand up in the service when PJ was asking who need healing ! so whats wrong with me ? i realise i am colour blind ~ lol ~ seriouse crap shit !!!!!! ass HOLE ! some colours i really cant see the diff..i got it wrong .. is a recent thingy la.. hmmmm...

Thank you for loving me .... :-)

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Whats Life like w/o surfing Internet for abt 2 weeks... ? well.. LOST i guess.. & many things just happen !! i am enjoying my life working and although it seem stress & tiring.. but i learnt to be a responsible & hardworking lad ! Things going well although all the F ' Word are running wild in my kitchen.. but i am immune to it.. haha Joel will understand how it feels ~ yea ? talking about Joel.. he is my boss ' in my section area ! lol

Things are doing well in pesonal life as well ~ realised some good buddy not calling me up.. Dun know if u didnt know my new hp number a not ? if so.. Pls call me at ... Shit.. i cant recall whats my new number.. -__- '' haha... Remember i am free on sunday and monday !!!
Spiritual life... realised need to use what ever i have learnt in the past to practice ! otherwise.. all will be gone and i have to start all over again ~ erm... yea ! I got to make use of my gifting as well ! example : Healing ~ Level 20 in the past.. now need to level up !! so shu.. i pray for u and see miracle !

Split personality ~ This got to be a very scary things.. i dun know.. how true this is.. but i felt i am different in the day and in the night ... cant be explain here ! but if u experience that.. pls let me know ~ ;-)

pls all ~ i want to get a place to rent like toa payoh , Potong Pasir ( realise all are opposition party ground ) haha , Tiong bahru or commonwealth ~ Pls let me know if u got Lobang thanks !

haha, my blog style is like machiam information column !! the very fact is long time didnt use my brain..and lacking creativity and that 'feel ' Lord.. seriously .. pls make me right and right !!! this time.. i dun want to see things turning out the wrong side ! thank you !

Saturday, August 08, 2009


Dream come true ! After a year of shit and crap in career life , i will have to say , Enough and is time to make a mark ! i am so glad that of all choices and decisions i have been through.. this is the sweetest of all ! I didn't expect myself to have this choice initially but it just happen ! 5 years to go ! and i want to see myself there and i be 31 only ! haha ~ But Oosh boss ~ remember me in 5 years time ! i be back to challenge ur best chefs !
Jean and Yuhan both got super excited for me ! haha ! i was bloody hell excited too when leonardo spoke to me the other day about this ! Damn ! Indeed the best is saved for me ! Jean and yuhan , i seriously dun need a knife ! for me so long a knife that can cut will do the trick ! but i seriously think i need 'something else' ! I forsee , if i dun have this thing..u guys will not recognise me in time to come ! And Leonardo is one example for me to follow in this area !
Someone told me.. she is my lucky star if i remember clearly.. i got to say u are one lucky charm for me ! things and direction changed for the better ! ;-) and i am so glad ! cant wait for next tues and my first month pay for a long time ! WOOOhoooo
Was at timbre last night .. Ghaz ( former ex teacher ) wasn't singing ! saw Donald and co and had a great time towards the end ! Jean got a littly tipsy ! u look like a fresh lobster to me with that look ! Jinghe , Wei , Pris came in.. and followed by Joel ( after work ) had a great time crapping with Joel actually ! i think he is a fantastic drinking buddy !! i will sure date him the next round after work with him ! Band wasn't that fantastic ! i prefer Roomful of blues - Gilbert ! haha .. Conclusion i will want to drink again the next round with only a few ppl !! like 2-3 or 4 the most !!!
COUNTDOWN = 1825 days !
SALARY AFTER 1825 days = $ 5000
VENGENCE MODE = ON !
TARGET = OOSH BEST CHEF

Monday, August 03, 2009

JEALOUS ?

when a group of frenz that have known each other for like 7 years .. and suddenly fell apart like london bridge because of certain issue.. to be exact, like a new person has overtake u as his/her best fren or good fren.. u felt jealous over it.. what would u do ? Give ultimatum to ur fren and ask him/her to leave that fren ? Ignore him/her because how he/she hurt ur feeling by being replaced ?

I find it crazy because it seems all of a sudden i have become like a councilor for all this stupid issue, i say stupid because u can forsake the 7 years friendship because of what u think and tot.. now u guys decided to remain urselfs like strangers than patching up ! let me count .. 1 case , 2 case , 3 case and 4 case ! Pls la ! i am not the divine councilor or the David Blaine magician or harry potter that can make magic in ur friendship. It can be annoying to listen to all these issues ! For God sake.. Just patch up la ! and dun jealous over it can anot ? Duh ~~

It was a good soccer match last sunday ! or yesterday ! we won 5-1 and the feel was great to beat the candy ass of the youths ! well , the field was great and the team just perform well on that pitch ! really looking forward 30 Aug semi final date ! we can do it ! Come On !!!!!!!!!

it cant be better for me to work on wed ! i need to get the right tune for wed ! can means i can..i cant.. be it ! i resign la ! hope things turn out well ! 53 ~~

There's a song that i must listen if i have my hp with me ~ i mean like long journeys back home ~ this song ~ In loving memory ~ for me is just nice and listening helps to think of ur love ones or ppl u miss ~





You'll never know how hard it is for me not to forget the memories ~

Lennon u are DEAD ~



The flying _ _ _ hahahaa


The FOP beforemathphoto !! Nice



This pose is nice ! really alexis take ? cant be !

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

2:15 am

So sorry that i got it wrong weiwei ! ur baptise name is Zecharie not Zechary ! hope correct now ! ha ! Looks like the tides have change once again this time for me ! although i desire another option.. but it seems this is what that is happening right now ! At least this time, i felt more assured than before ! THAN JOLLY BE IT !!!

I am missing tracy alittle bit ..coz she is going to Cambodia to help out the kids for a month ! I tot that's something she will enjoy doing and it will be a trip that will help her change her perspective in many areas in life ! sorry cant send u that day ;-) ! but be waiting for ur ' triumph ' return ! and catch up from there ! All the way girl !

feeling heart ache for some of the people that i know.. it just happened w/o a siren call ! i think keep it confidential the names ! whatever the case is, be strong ! BE ASSURED !! BE CONFIDENT !!! & BE PRAYERFUL !! Just a small punch on the stomach ! just that little pain ... I believe u will be strong enough to get it thorugh this fight ! Lastly , i am with u with the spear on my hand fighting with u guys and GOD is with u too ! Some body say AMEN ...

This sun, the match i anticipate alot ! haha.. the YOUTHS.. not only me ! Donald too.. just heard he came back from running at this hour ! ( guess really stress ) lol ! Well .. is going to be ' perfect teaching lesson ' either from us or by them ! Wei Wei really surprise me alot by sending the email out to the cg to ask them come and watch the match ! really surprise coz , i tot it will be like the last sun outing amigos ( Wei, Pris , Shu ) ! U ARE ENTHU GIRL !! and at the end of the day ! i hope we have the last laugh on them !!! or else.. we be labelled Uncle and Aunties !! haha
Just a warning to those coming and have not seen me play soccer ! i may turn to a beast on the pitch ! so ignore me yea , thats part of my game play and esp this coming one , i am on FIRE & Hot ! Wooooooooooooo

Just as i play mafia.. u know this section that u have.. WISHLIST ! well i know.. when birthday is coming.. ppl will go according ur wishlist ! like June's birthday , she got hers ! haha

My top 3 for this coming month !

1 ) Pre-Paid mobile card
2 ) a rented apartment
3 ) my first work pay in many months !

Just pray for me ! thanks in advance ! ;-)

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Raining now !!

Just saw an emo - crow on top of the lamp post ! I think really a emo bird ! no bird will do this man in the rain just sitting there and shaking his head ! haha talking about bird , i cant imagine a bird that slap a human face with its wings.. is it possible !? than must be a strong bird.. one side of the wing flapping hard , the other slap ur face ! WTJ !!!!!

Enjoyed a lot past 2 day ! Gilbert still remember me.. lol ! went roomful of blues ! fantastic and Gilbert still plays well over there ! all the way ! good catch up too with Jean and Yuhan... both reminded me about this special friendship that we had ! hahaha..
The highlight got to be Donald's place.. hahha.. i tot a good time craping and catching up ! The dream will come soon ! i will organise for the sake of the bros !! yea.. miss those time ! esp the wrestling match in SPHQ ! I will see what i can do ... :-)

Sunday service ; for the first time in many months..manage to be on time ! Godz ! ate breakfast and go service with yuhan.. well the funny part was during praise and worship ... yuhan realise her blackberry phone left at ISLE cafe.. guess she is panic and told me abt it.. immediately i went down , but deep inside me.. i am assured that i can find that phone and told God .. its a good opportunity to show ur touch of love and blessing upon this person.. taking time to stroll down to Isle cafe from nexus.. i saw this aunty actually was playing with the phone.. i told Auntie : ' thats my phone, and thanks for helping me to keep it ! ' she return it to me w/o questioning much and said : ' i know in my heart, you will be back to take it ' Amazing ~ no sweat ! haha.. thanks God !

Had lunch with Lean choo and Jinghe.. good lunch and surely Lean choo, you will get ur dream house soon ! and thanks for ur help and offer as well ! ;-) i will take in to consideration !

In the later part of of the day, Zechary , Pris , Alexis , me .. we went for our own outing.. by the way u know which zechary ? weiwei la.. ya..just knew thats her baptise name yesterday ! haha.. went to PS, Arcade and drink soya milk.. this is my first time seeing .. weiwei , Jing he laughing so much in a day ! lol maybe i dun meet them often la ! got to say.. wei wei is good in arcade games.. my hand was actually kinda tired and cramp playing that shooting game ! ! Well Done weiwei ! Pris on the other hand with Alexis gave up playing shooting game.. and play the what bubble game ! -___- '' haha ! thats girls fav game i guess ! the bottom line is i enjoyed the time with them yesterday alot otherwise.. i will die of boredom yestrday !!! maybe Zhiyong, Jinghe,Joel, JY & Donald ( LOL ) can join us on time in future !

This SUNDAY !!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!
We will win ! ooorh.. tml also be good tooo ! come on ! go lennon go ! go lennon go ! hahahaha

Fc orenji ` missing Ah huat , Mark , Chong Jyn !!


Taking corner ! I love this photo !


You ain't going to stop me with this pose ! Get out of my way !!


Benson; I am coming this way ! Get out of my way too !!


( Davine ; Get out of my way too !! )


SIANz-sation at the back !! Sianz ar !!! Desmond


SIANz-sation number 2 ! Donald ; heartbroke !



Kehan left middle finger Swollen after match ! God's plan to rest ur middle finger ! lol



Latest dance move after MJ pass away ! * Clap *



The Victory Crown on June's head


What U looking at , Punk !?


Orh .. u want to see my Armpit? Here u go ~~



Dad and son ! ( Zhiyong is dad , not me lol )



Funky Pose ! Smile ~~




Big family photo !

Thursday, July 23, 2009

I swear to down the youths next sunday !
We will make you pack ur bags and out of the tournament !
You are making a bunch of lions damn angry at ur comments , U monkeys ! Pui ~
Just Wait ! U Punks ! We ' uncles ' are coming For ur ass !

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ~~~~~~~~~
Wooooooooooooooooooooooo ~ Is RAINING !!
Time 3:25am
Rain condition : Strong and windy !
Venue : JB

Walking in the rain is my favourite !! YEs !! Now it makes prayer alittle more challenging ! It makes me think of people alittle more with Passion ! haha.. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
the next time if i can have a chance..i want to grab someone with me to enjoy the RAIN !!

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Wednesday, July 22, 2009



Pls Listen to this music as u read ! :-) a nice Soundtrack !


Sun Eclipse !



Beautiful scenery ! if this can happen all the time.. i will fall in love with the beach all the time ! once again.. isnt it great to have beer around in this setting with some good frenz crapping and a good time together ! I would love too ! Dear all Best frenz.. Hmm.. Kehan of coz ! Benson of coz ! Jean of Coz ! Yuhan Of coz ! i mean there are still many more.. ! best frenz.. haha.. wtg ! can u confirm with me if u are my best fren ? lol .. would like to know ! Seems lost touch and lose many !


So after all.. i aint that bad..huh ! Wouldnt want to elaborate much here! but i will survive even though is that damn long waiting ! Hell yea.. i will ...
A stab in my heart last night !! felt the pain today ! Why did i choose it, i asked myself ! i mean, come on.. i did know it will not be a good ending.. haha ! i always ask..if i have rejected that call that day ! maybe.. things be better and history will not be in this way ! DAMN SUX ME !
Blood Diamond ( an Old show ) ! this is a show..like Titanic that last good, deep impression on me ! not becoz of Lenardo Di Caprio ( he appears in both movie, but i tot he acted damn well ! ) .. but i think emotions, expressions , frank feeling in both shows just captivates me ! BD is number 1 !! below there a clip abt the part that i actually teared and happen to find in youtube ! ok.. i teared anyway in shows that reveals true deep feelings ! Like..letter to Iwo Jima as well ! that is also a good show to me ! The manner he, Archer did in the clip to me is a real Man ! i would love to exhibit that love he shows to his wonderful girl and friends at least in my life time !! dying that way is better than dying by eating too much oily food (bloated & Die) or suffering from illness ! haha.. thumbs up !
Titanic, i watched that movie with my first girlfriend ! hahaha..Chio ~~ yea.. i mean my first movie in town !! haha ! remember that part where Jack & Rose they were practicing spitting ??
well .. we practise straight after the show at world trade centre now, Vivo City ! Love shld be open and fun ! i tot thats a creative way to build bond by spitting the furthest ! haha..of coz i won ! haha..while she is preparing to spit.. u know those sound...KKRRRRRRKAKAKAKA... and PUI ~~~~ before she can PUI ~~ i make her laugh ..and she swallow back the .. u know la.. ha !
Those were the times ! :-)
Uncle Lennon adventure begins... yea Uncle ! Gods.. i didnt know when i officially become an uncle ! Kids around seems to call me Uncle ! even after stern look to them..they tot i am playing with them ! just today.. while going to the supermarket to get some butter ! a young indian girl called me.. Uncle -___- ''' , help me put back the vitagen ! turned my head and with a stare look..
i said : deh ' saya tak nak uncle ! Saya ABANG.. dak nak UNCLE !!! Faham tak ?? ( sorry dun know also if my malay is right too ..haha ..telling her i am not uncle ! i am brother ! u understand ! ) Guess she couldnt understand and walk away ! haiz !!!! Uncle..my God ! Uncle to u kids , Child to Him ! Blaeh ~~~~

Thoughts of the dAy : Is true , i regret normally after things happen ! If i have been just a little that firm.. i may prevent these unwanted things from happening ! though things may happen already ! I can still learn from it though is a liitle too much to bear !
= A Warrior in disguise =

Monday, July 20, 2009

Recently there's a tribute concert in Johor for the man up there ! some Jacko-holics asked me to go with them.. but i decline as i thought it will be a waste of time ! haha.. indeed ! the comment was not good after all ! Chris told me, If Michael Jackson ghost had attended that tribute concert, he will not rest in peace !! Godz !

knowing is free concert, but still those punk band shouldn't take it for granted ! chris was saying everything from hosting, language , performance was CRAP ~~ he was quoting that the singer was trying to be cool with his language by asking the audience ; '' Now i need on of the gender sex to be on stage '' now what on earth is gender sex ? do u know ? haha..alamak ! really disgrace in front of the foreign tourist ! ( actually they are calling for a lady on stage, & theres a confusing lady being pull up, she must be realising her new identity as gender sex ! haha )

Anyway ! He is a Legend and agree that he deserves the title ' King of pop ' and i really like his song earth song alot ! Nice - 5 of 5 pop corns ! Enjoy the song !

R . I . P Jacko !



Thought of the days : too much beer means snoring ! haha